tuhan, luluskan aku coms3000

AAAARGH!!
im doomed.

saw my first assignment and midtest result today. guess what?

dari jeritan gue di awal post uda jelaslah ya.

not good.
suck.
hancur.

for this coms3000 course, information security
which i know is not a hard one.
gila yah, mid 9 out of 20?
nyet, itu gagal banget.
soal cuma multiple choice 20biji doang.
syiit, ngga hokinya parahh.

i know i know

i did underestimate the test.
i never study.
blajar baru paginya sbelum tes, cuma liatliat soal taun lalu pula.
seems like my stupid self thought that im still in ui depok.

not to mention all the lectures i skip.
oh and the tutorials.
gara2 ada bahan2 hibahan dari pandu uda lengkap.
i thought i already save.
uda ngga usalah blajar2 lagi.
gitu pikir saya.
dulu..
giling berasa jenius aja

i deserve this goddammiiitttt

terus
first assignment.. 16 out of 20
good? not really.
i was expecting moooore, sial

nyesel abis sekarang.
iyalah.
mana mungkin nyesel di awal2.
hikshikshikshikss

damn, it's totally bad and this is only the beginning..

so sorry mama sorry papa x'(


I WILL DO BETTER!!
no more skip classes or tutors from now on!
extra study at home!!
ugh. that better works


well..

brighter side of the day:
my anya bag has arrived and it's great, hhe
dont wanna think about all the money i spent for ebay.
not yet.

rite now i'll just enjoy the stuffs. hahaa